today i was thinking,
about all those nights
when thoughts of you
kept me awake...

so now i'm falling apart..
i hope your happy

- clarisse's random words <3

well today, i had school.. hmm its the last tuesday of the last week of my final term 2.. i spent half the day helping out with something... umm so i got out of class.. anyways yeah learnt new tircks today.. umm.. i think i have too many unexplored avenues.. i don't know what lies in the future.. im so scared... i just want to rest for a while, just yeah..i want to be able to breathe.. i haven't done that in a while.. not without feeling guilty.. meh.. eveythingis so different.. im ambivalent as of this moment.. it's, kinda crazy seeing as i don't cope so well with mixed emotions.. umm yeah i think ill take a nap now...

<3 clarisse