Sunday, July 15, 2007

Term Three: The Last Stand// Schedule

17.07.07// The first day of my final term as a highschool student. It's coming up.. Well I haven't gotten my timetable for my trials yet but I know that they fall in the 5th/6th week of this term... This term I plan on redeeming lost marks and if it means abandoning certain components of the internet, so it shall be.. I shall post my HSC timetable later 4 weeks of pure torture. It would have been nice if they didn't have my best subjects on the same day, but life's unfair, i've learnt that. I won't be going online much and if i do i'm only doing so to print past exams with the exception of saturday evenings when i will allow myself to talk to kiteng anne and whoever else is on.. umm yeah so that's it for that matter..

Umm I was quite disappointed with HP5 just so many good bits missing but i will say they did a good job casting Dolores Umbridge.. I COULDN"T STAND THAT WOMAN
FCUKKKKKK the annoyance.. She ruined pink for me.. im actually starting to think that my blog is wayy to pink... meh .. but ill revamp it next year.. or in november..
OHH SIRIUS's death was so lame..
no heart strings pulled.. total disappointment..
currently preparing for my heartstrings to be pulled during greys anatomy.

hmm

its funny cause while i was typing this blog i wasn't thinkingin english.. weird..

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oh the days are so darn cold without you...

Sunday reality kicks me in the arse... ouch.. that ******* *****. meh 1 day to go until i get thrown back into the hsc cyclone for another 15 weeks..

15 weeks.. cinch right?
Yeah i suppose.. except recently my stomach's been turning so much it ain't funny. There's so many things i want to say but can't bring myself to say it.. but one question bothers me so much; what am i to do?

after graduation and aftre the hassle of the exams, the thrills of the formal, yes i am going overseas but then what am i to do afterwards? I'm sure that i'll get into university, i guess the question is which one and what course...

I dont do emotional angst very well.. i prefer listening to everyone else's problems.. i dont like my problems their SO FUCKING GAY.. why can't i have a decent problem? One where nothing is misconstrued and its just a problem blah im just so stupid..
Its as easy as choosing one and sticking to it.. MEH UNIVERSIITY DECISIONS SUCK..

anyways.. went shopping..
bought
jeans
boots
earrings
shorts

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Monday, July 09, 2007

lol i feel like such a blog whore.. anyways

im sick today..

im confused..

and im fucking cut over some issue i don't know about..

nyah..

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Saturday, July 07, 2007

..7.7.07

message no. 1 || happy birthday tatay!! xD
message no. 2 || happy birthday faithy!!
message no. 3 || happy birthday everyone born on this day

hmm i wanted to blog about something but now i can't seem to remember... currently straightening my hair .. coz i got nothing better to do..

hmm what did i do today... hmm let's see..

- watched bridge to terabithia this morning; morning being 12-1 ish

annasophia is soo frikiing cute!

- woke up at 1 pm after waking up at 10 because of a headache
- read notes on consumer law
-talked to nyl, jumi and khai

Basics:
Name:	clarisse janine reyes
Date of Birth:	04.12.89
Birthplace:	olongapo city
Current Location:	casula australia
Eye Color:	black
Hair Color:	black with blonde patches
Height:	170 cms
Heritage:	filipina
Piercings:	6
Tattoos:	none
Favourite:
Band/Singer:	too many to mention
Song:	too many to mention
Movie:	bridge to terabithia, blades of glory, 10 things i hate about you, clueless,meangirls, etc
Disney Movie:	pocahontas, lion kin, sleeping beauty etc.
TV show:	heroes, ugly betty etc, grey's anatomy etc.
Color:	pink,black,white,red,purple etc.
Food:	chocolate mm.. hmm filipino cuisine
Pizza topping:	hawaiian
Ice-Cream Flavor:	chocolate with chocolate fudge, mango mm..
Drink (alcoholic):	vodka
Soda:	coke
Store:	cotton on, dotti, jayjays umm any shop that has good stuff?
Clothing Brand:	cotton on, so on so forth...
Shoe Brand:	not sure?
Season:	spring
Month:	december
Holiday/Festival:	christmas
Flower:	rose
Make-Up Item:	eyeliner//lipgloss//blush
Board game:	monopoly
This or That
Sunny or rainy:	sunny
Chocolate or vanilla:	vanilla
Fruit or veggie:	fruit
Night or day:	night
Sour or sweet:	both?
Love or money:	love
Phone or in person:	both?
Looks or personality:	personality over looks
Coffee or tea:	iced tea
Hot or cold:	cold
Your:
Goal for this year:	get a high mark in the hsc
Most missed memory:	friends from the philippines; my childhood
Best physical feature:	umm ahahha no idea? smile xD
First thought waking up:	5 more mins
Hypothetical personality disorder:	OCD
Preferred type of plastic surgery:	none i like the way i am.. funnily enough
Sesame street alter ego:	cookie monster
Fairytale alter ego:	cinderella? hahah cant think of any atm?
Most stupid remark:	"sound is produced by vibrations; does that mean that mp3s store vibrations?" hahahha don't ask...
Worst crime:	no idea
Greatest ambition:	take over the world
Greatest fear:	losing what matters the most
Darkest secret:	if i said it here then it wouldn't be a secret now would it?
Favorite subject:	biology; legal studies; ipt
Strangest received gift:	lacy underwear.. hahahah
Worst habit:	going on the internet too much
Do You:
Smoke:	no
Drink:	occasionally
Curse:	yep
Shower daily:	yeah but i don't wash my hair everyday
Like thunderstorms:	yeah
Dance in the rain:	yes
Sing:	yes
Play an instrument:	the triangle =]
Get along with your parents:	sort of?
Wish on stars:	yeah
Believe in fate:	yes i do
Believe in love at first sight:	no i don't ..
Can You:
Drive:	yes
Sew:	sort of
Cook:	yes
Speak another language:	yes
Dance:	yes
Sing:	yes
Touch your nose with your tongue:	no..
Whistle:	hahah no...
Curl your tongue:	yes!
Have You Ever:
Been Drunk:	yep
Been Stoned/High:	nope
Eaten Sushi:	yeah
Been in Love:	yep
Skipped school:	yeah sort of?
Made prank calls:	yep
Sent someone a love letter:	yeah hahaha
Stolen something:	yeah
Cried yourself to sleep:	yeah
Other Questions:
What annoys you most in a person?	when they go onn and onnn and onn about themselves..
Are you right or left handed?	right handed sweet..
What is your bedtime?	whenever i fall asleep?
Name three things you can't live without:	my boyfriend, my family and my friends
What is the color of your room?	baby blue
Do you have any siblings?	yes, one my brother
Do you have any pets?	yes, goldfish
Would you kill someone you hate for a million dollars?	if i hate them i wouldn't care now would i ?
What is you middle name?	janine
What are you nicknames?	cj, crystaliced, j, clarisse, charlie, lettuce want more?
Are you for or against gay marriage?	it doesn't bother me?
What are your thoughts on abortion?	i think that people should just leave the subject alone as people have their reasons and will never know the full side of the story so what right do they have to condemn individuals who choose to exercise the option? im not an advocate of abortion nor am i anti adoption.. and no i have not had an abortion
Do you have a crush on anyone?	yes he knows who he is right babe?
Are you afraid of the dark?	no not really
How do you want to die?	umm in my sleep lol lmao?
What is the largest amount of popsicles that you have eaten on one day?	bahahah 10..
Would you take a bullet for the one you love?	yes of course?
What is the last law you�ve broken?	umm speeding haha it was an accident.. i swear to god.
In a Member of the Opposite Sex:
Hair color:	black
Eye color:	dont really mind but my baby has brown/black eyes
Height	taller than me
Weight	umm no idea? not too fat not too skinny
Most important physical feature:	smile... drools
Biggest turn-off	smoking and drugs..
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Friday, July 06, 2007

things to do..nt

- finish ipt paperwork and website
- start legal studies essay; consumer law
- study for maths
- organise debut
- study for biology
- study for ancient history
- read king lear

what i did today;

- played sudoku in the car
- went to the dentist.. have to get my wisdom teeth pulled out when they pop up =|
- saw robyn; gaww how cute
- drove to liverpool
- met up with my baby
- hung out with baby
- watched blades of glory funny shit
- drove to train station to drop aj off
- bummed with aj for a bit
- drove home
- blogging and playing sudoku..

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Sunday, July 01, 2007

one more night i wana be with you

"one more night i wana be with you where i wana hold you tight it feels so right.."

NYAHHHH I MISS KITENG AND ANNE!!! ='( bwissittt argh.. like come on who invented separate continents DAMN YOU! Anyways.. yeah I'm on holiday.. yipee... time to study.. AGAIN.. hmm.. HSC has been kicking my ass.. so you know what i'm guna go and kick it's ass.. I digress.. i miss everyone in the philippines.. I miss my grandparents, my aunts and uncles, my cousins and my friends... nyah.. i miss too many people.. i miss aj too.. i miss everyone they know who they are.. you know what one day i'm going to write something in tagalog.. no english.. haha i speak no engrish.. nyah... its only the weekend and im heaps bored..

I bought a present for someone.. no baby not for you ill tell you later yeah.. I hope she likes it.. anyway i digress once again..

Hmm.. what did i do today, how do i feel..

Well i worked on my assignment.. felt slightly better about that..
Cleaned the bathroom... feel sick now cause the fumes irritated my nose..
Watched bits of fantastic 4.. hmm no comment..
Looked through old photos.. man nostalgia sucks..
Just thought about things..
kinda depressing...
I'm dissappointed
don't know why..
hmm..

anyways..

yeah had an arguement with my mother.. great.. meh i dont wana get pissed off but she does it i dont know why.. a thrill i suppose..

umm..
hmm..
if i looked back at the way y life turned out.. i can only name very few successes... kinda pathetic.. what is my legacy..
meh..

things i need

a hug from my friends

a hug from my baby

a kiss from my baby..

a hug from my cousins

a hug from my grandparents..

lookking forward to

seeing kits and anne

seeing old friends

seeing family

funnily enough my debut...

seeing my baby..

BABY I FCuKING MISS YOU :'(

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Saturday, June 30, 2007

loll

The Maid of Honor
Deliberate Gentle Love Master (DGLM)

Appreciated for your kindness and envied for all your experience, you are The Maid of Honor.

Charismatic, affectionate, and terrific in relationships, you are what many guys would call a "perfect catch"--and you probably have many admirers, each wishing to capture your long-term love. You're careful, extra careful, because the last thing you want is to hurt anyone. Especially some poor boy whose only crime was liking you.

Your exact female opposite:
Half-Cocked

Random Brutal Sex Dreamer

We've deduced you're fully capable of a dirty fling, but you do feel that post-coital attachment after hooking up. So, conscientious person that you are, you do your best to reserve physical affection for those you respect...so you can respect yourself.

Your biggest negative is the byproduct of your careful nature: indecision. You're just as slow rejecting someone as you are accepting them.

ALWAYS AVOID: The False Messiah (DBLM), The 5-Night Stand (DBSM), The Vapor Trail (RBLM), The Bachelor (DGSM)

CONSIDER: The Gentleman (DGLM), someone just like you.

Link: The Online Dating Persona Test @ OkCupid - free online dating.

Your Score: Aphrodite

100% Extroversion, 66% Intuition, 83% Emotiveness, 71% Perceptiveness

Funloving, talkative, flamboyant, social... you are most like Aphrodite. You love parties, people, fashion, and sex. You're impulsive, inconcise, and you find crowds and parties to be energizing. You're optimistic, upbeat, and frequently irrational. You hate structure and routine, and you don't like know-it-alls. You're not really a "big picture" person, however, and might not always assess the consequences of your actions before taking them. You do have a very strong hedonistic streak, though, and this gives you a magnetic personality. You dislike people who think too much.

Like Dionysus, you classify your life as a search for meaning and, when things go wrong, you can become manipulative. To others, you can often seem directionless and impulsive, but you make sure that everything that you do is in line with your strong, internally motivated set of moral guidelines. Your funloving streak, although your greatest asset, can sometimes prevent you from realizing goals or staying on task. As accepting as you are of other people, you have a great need to be accepted yourself, and this can sometimes lead to an overdemonstration of affection and insincerity on your part.

Famous People like you: Elvis, Eva Gabor, Paris Hilton, Elizabeth Taylor
Stay away from: Atlas, Prometheus, The Oracle, Daedalus, and Hermes.
Seek out: Pan, Dionysus, Apollo

Link: The Greek Mythology Personality Test written by Aleph_Nine on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

Your Score: Pure Nerd

65 % Nerd, 13% Geek, 17% Dork

For The Record:

A Nerd is someone who is passionate about learning/being smart/academia.
A Geek is someone who is passionate about some particular area or subject, often an obscure or difficult one.
A Dork is someone who has difficulty with common social expectations/interactions.
You scored better than half in Nerd, earning you the title of: Pure Nerd.

The times, they are a-changing. It used to be that being exceptionally smart led to being unpopular, which would ultimately lead to picking up all of the traits and tendences associated with the "dork." No-longer. Being smart isn't as socially crippling as it once was, and even more so as you get older: eventually being a Pure Nerd will likely be replaced with the following label: Purely Successful.

Congratulations!

Also, you might want to check out some of my other tests if you're interested in any of the following:

Buffy the Vampire Slayer

Professional Wrestling

Love & Sexuality

America/Politics

Thanks Again! -- THE NERD? GEEK? OR DORK? TEST

Link: The Nerd? Geek? or Dork? Test written by donathos on OkCupid, home of the The Dating Persona Test

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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

even angels fall apart;

today i was thinking,
about all those nights
when thoughts of you
kept me awake...

so now i'm falling apart..
i hope your happy

- clarisse's random words <3

well today, i had school.. hmm its the last tuesday of the last week of my final term 2.. i spent half the day helping out with something... umm so i got out of class.. anyways yeah learnt new tircks today.. umm.. i think i have too many unexplored avenues.. i don't know what lies in the future.. im so scared... i just want to rest for a while, just yeah..i want to be able to breathe.. i haven't done that in a while.. not without feeling guilty.. meh.. eveythingis so different.. im ambivalent as of this moment.. it's, kinda crazy seeing as i don't cope so well with mixed emotions.. umm yeah i think ill take a nap now...

<3 clarisse

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Monday, June 25, 2007

... a year of sentiments and future memories

so many heart strings getting pulled on atm omgsh.. and then the logic kicks in.. damn.. almost had me.. woot spooning finish.. hahah gosh im so peverted..
omgg..... :'shitt shit ahahahah YAYYY they got meee omfg i love grey's anatomy..
nyah anywayysss thats all // all hail grey's anatomy sos and code black for getting me all excited and sad. =]anyway sooo it is the final week of term two of highschool ever.. so many firsts in yr 7.. and now in yr 12 so many lasts..
hmm i was just thinking, yes thinking, that in a year yes 2007 will be remembered as the hsc year, but then with the sentiments which entail it, it will be remembered as a last, so that another first may be experienced.. So many memories.. be it stupid or not, wonderful or sad.. they are memories that will be romanticised in the future, and most likely told to descendants of our year..
hmm yeah.. just a thought.. hmm so i think.. yeah ill just miss everyone even if some fuckers annoy the shit out of me and should go to hell they know who they are =] except for one never in a million centuries will i miss her or even think anything of her she can be damned for all i care.. what was that phrase i love to use damnatio memoriae ... yes i shall enforce one upon her =] fuck you from me =] and to all my friends i fucking love you

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Saturday, June 23, 2007

...

...i duhno who to turn to right now so im just guna blog.. i feel so shit right now.. and its so stupid..
yeah im fucking crying over the net its so fucking sad...
sometimes it just feels as though i'm not good enough to be worth something.. in all aspects of my life.. i don't likee fucking crying.. i don't like feeling this crap.. i dont like being so fucking dissappointed over something i can't control. .. why should i be dissappointed i have no right to.. who am i to say something..

Fucking hell im so frustrated right now..

excuse the profanities.

i shud just give up.. if i don't aim or ask i wont be so dissappointed things dont go the way i want them to...

sucks to be seventeen

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